Suddenly want to express something

...Finally i married her...HAPPY/SAD/CRAZY/LOVING/CRY
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Of coz i am happy married With her, But all those feeling still
around our relationship mostly every day in our life.
She still not understand what i like and what i don't like,
I really hate when she instruct me to do something,
i dono why but i hate it, maybe because since i was a child
i always do something my self automatically, so i cant really
accept when she instruct me to do something like she am a
BOSS ! but of cause our love is never change, for me that
felling is just like a part of obstruction on our life.

Tomorrow is valentine day

Tomorrow is valentine day, for me the most special give for valentine day "i think" is that both partner can more understand each other, take good care of each other, spend some time to keep close with each other, understand about each other behavioral, more on clam discussion less on quarreling, understand each other mood, and the most important is keep the level of the relationship maintain.... 

Special.

She is too special in my life,

Even thought some time she give me a lot of 'stress', 

Even thought some time she make me feel 'disappointed', 

Even thought some time she make me damn 'tired', 

Even thought some time she make me almost 'crazy',

Even thought some time she make me 'can't sleep', 

But she always is the most special in my life,

I don't think that i can survive without her.

* I always pray and hope to not meet all that ('stress','disappointed', 'tired','crazy','can't sleep') again, really ... . Coz i too love her maybe. Love is really blind. But i still can accept all that if it still keep happening , i will accept all that until the day that i become crazy. My love to her will never change until the day that i become crazy. I don't care if others try to said that i am stupid coz of her.

Happy New Year / 8 Month / Happy CNY

Huhu...time pass fast like a jet!!!
2010 sweet moment had go far a way from me,
2010 sad moment had go far a way from me,
2010 bad luck had go far a way from me,
now 2011 come....hope my luck on this year better,
while between this few month a lot of thing happens to me,
but some time any thing that happen u can learn more from it,
anyway i won't talk about that story coz i really don't want think of it again,
Today 23 Jan 2011 is 8 month anniversary between me and my Girlfriend ^^.


Darling Love You More 
      (((^^)(^^)))
                 ❤

6 Month give^^

I really get shock for that surprise,
she suddenly call me to take something in my car for her,
on that time i really did suspect any thing,
but when i went down to car park,
then i saw on the top of my car had a box of boxes,
at the same time i feel really panic,
coz i thought it was a trap ,
but i saw the words "just for u !" on the top of the box,
then i started to clam down ,
finally she came out from behind of my car,
i really feel surprise of that,
she ask me to open the present,
it was a "hand made bear",
it really special and meaningful to me.

Ƹ̴Ӂ̴ƷDarling❤...thank you and love you very much.  ƸӜƷ 

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♥ Love you a little bit more♥

I love you a little bit more when you call me honey,I love you a little bit more when you hold my hand,I love you a little bit more when you hug me. I love you a little bit more. Every day. If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I always will --- If loving you is wrong, then I don't want to be right! --- If loving you is a crime. I'd like to be jailed for my whole life, in your heart. ---I love you. Like a fat kid loves cakes.---If you have 1000 years of age, I just want to have 999 years and 364 days, so I never have to live a day without you.☺ TO MY DARLING☜

SHY !!!

Haiss...."SHY" It is like a devil in my life,


i don't understand why i want to be so shy!
i don't like to share with other what i am thinking about,
i don't like to greeting with others,
i don't like to hang up with new friends,
all of this stupid reason is only because i am "SHY" MAN!!!


because of "SHY" others will said that i am 骄傲,
because of "SHY" i will always 烦恼 coz shy to share,
because of "SHY" i make some 1 hate me,
because of "SHY" i broke my whole personality,


and maybe coz of "SHY" i can lose some 1 who is very importance in my life,
Why i want to be so "SHY" !!!???!!!
I hate my self !